I should not do what I do
Passing what I pass, drink what I drink
I should not say what I say
Living in danger, what do I get?
I would not know what I want
By whom I hope, in what I believe in
I could not say what I see
When I wished was to have destroyed
This could not be otherwise
What I have been doing isn't good
This could not be in any other way
With all these people looking at me so weird
Things that I do knowing that I can die
Things that I do at the time when I think of you.
Disclaimer: Inspired by the brazilian band Matanza 'Sabendo que Posso Morrer' whom also, of course, own this song.